Well, What a terrible day!
Got an interview early in the morning, with an expectation of being outstanding, making some good impressions to employer, but how tf can I know or guess that I would get choked so badly. It seems like mentality has long been my issue, that non-stop undermines the confidence or at least what remains. Like a child playing hide and seek, sometimes this unclear and inconsistent pain shows some sign of recovery, mitigation, driving me to believe that I am an utterly different version, a better one who I still believe that is true me. The other times, it gets worse, exacerbating, torturing and me, again suffering.
yeah,but life doesn’t really that bad, and sad. There are still some silver linings in this month. Imagine that you are in a dark cold and shuttered room, and somehow, a glimmering light manages to sneak into. The light, weak and unstable, sheds on your soul, and all of sudden, it bursts into flame, shines your eyes and ways, warms your heart, and heats up all - the hope to keep on living, the willingness to dream, one more time. Life is getting brighter though it is not because of my becoming better, but a fear stemming from the show Bojack Horseman. The cartoon TV show describes a daily life of a horse, also known as a well known, but infamous actor. Walking through 6 season is to feel, to express sympathy and sometimes to vent the wrath on this asshole but unlucky, pitiful character. If you are like me, being stucked in career, in life, unable to get out eventhough you have tried, so hard, so much, you should give this show a shot. You will get better.
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