Since when did we actually die?
22 years old, you graduated from university, because your major is not easy to find a job, the first few years you have to
drive motorbike taxi, fast delivery.
24 years old, you find a job, the job is not high paying, and often have to work overtime until late at night.
30 years old, you get married, the person is introduced by the matchmaker, your parents ask you if you like the girl, you nod loudly: "I like it."
At the age of 33, your health is getting worse and worse, the overtime is getting less and less, and the rate of advancement is getting slower and slower. Your wife tells you: "Our daughter is going to kindergarten,
bilingual 6 million a month." You frowned, she couldn't take it anymore, "Loc's son, 12 million a month!" "I was like that, do you want your children to fail too?!" You keep quiet, go back to your room to give your wife 12 million, that money you
calculate for your birthday to reward yourself with a new computer set.
36 years old, your daughter entered 1st grade. The teacher said first grade is very important, you laughed, yes yes yes, please take care of my daughter for me, the teacher see you don't understand, show you the way: "one month tutoring about..etc." In sixth grade, she said middle school is very important, you laughed and said: "yes yes yes, I am planning to pay extra tuition for my daughter."
One day when your daughter came home, she said to you: "Dad, I want to learn piano".
Although you are no longer wondering, the sentence "I can't buy it" these years, you have said a lot, but this time still can't say it.
Fortunately, the daughter is quite understanding, she said: "It's okay, Dad, if you cant buy it, I can learn the guitar well." You look at your good daughter, feeling happy in your heart.
46 years old, your daughter attends high school in a not-so-bad school.
One day, you were in a meeting, received a phone call from the teacher, the phone said your child had a fight at school, invited parents to go to school to solve it. You timidly ask your boss 5 years younger than you to take a break. When you go to school, you are taught by the teacher, "you are a parent but you don't know how to teach your child", you laugh, yes, yes.
49 years old, daughter goes to college.
Your daughter's major, you look at and understand nothing. You just know that the job is definitely not easy to find, but the tuition is extremely high.
One night, you got drunk and came home to talk to your children. You say the words that you used to hate, " You must think for the sake of the future job, choose a hot profession, don't do what you want anymore."
You and your child go from talking to arguing. You find out you're old, don't argue with girls anymore. You cant say again to her, can only scream: "I am your father!"
she looks at you, knows it's useless to argue, you don't want to listen anymore. When she comes back to her room, you hear a voice echo: "I don't want to live like you."
You don't know why you sit and cry, the first crying after 50 years old.
Probably because the wine is too spicy, right?
Probably because the wine was too spicy.
55 years old, daughter go work, seems to have sympathized with you a little. 56 years old, daughter married.
You asked her if you liked that boy. She said firmly: "I like it." You are very excited.
60 years old, working hard all your life, you want to travel a little.
The other half has been with you for the past 30 years, but you still don't know like her or not.
You and her begin to
calculate the travel tour. After so many years, the two still disagree, still quarrel. After that, everything was ready, then the daughter said: "Mom and Dad, we're so busy, can you help us take care of my son?". You delay your plane ticket, go back like 30 years ago.
At the age of 70, the daughter's child is also full growth, no longer needing to take care of him every day. You decide to say, "Must go on a trip." But the stick in hand can only help you go down to the flower garden downstairs.
73 years old, you lie on a hospital bed, wake up from a coma, surrounded by people, you dreamily see the doctor shaking his head, the people around him look dignified.
You realize, you're going to die.
you have no fear.
you suddenly wonder,
When did I actually die?
you remember getting married at the age of 30,
Turns out, by then, you were already dead.
3 seconds before your death, 73 years of your life rewind, 1 second, 2 seconds pass, your face expressionless.
The 3rd second, you suddenly laugh.
It's 15 years old, you see a boy with a loaf of bread, carrying a bag, following a group of other students. The boy walked over to the girl's next door's balcony and looked out the window.
That's the girl you secretly loved at the age of 15,
You can't figure out what she looks like, you try to remember.
3 seconds passed, the person next to you suddenly cried, you fell into the night without knowing anything.
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, plus it's completely free
I hope this feeling wont leave me too soon.
. Actually, i got 420 points in my toeic exam 
, my grammar is so bad and I'm trying to improve that.
