kinda hard to fall asleep, so I went on youtube and started listening. And I found this video. So inspiring that I wanted to just write down the script somewhere.
What happens when you die?
When I die, my body stops functioning.
Shut down. All at once, or gradually, my breathing stops, my heart stop beating.
Clinical death.
And a bit later, like, five four minutes later... my brain cells start dying.
But in the meantime, in between, maybe my brain releases a flood of DMT.
It's the psychedelic drug released when we dream, so... I dream.
I dream bigger than I have ever dreamed before, because it's all of it.
Just the last dump of DMT all at once.
And my neurons are firing, and I'm seeing this firework display of memories and imagination.
And I am just ... tripping.
I mean, tripping balls because my mind's rifling through the memories.
you know, long and short-term, and the dreams mix with the memories, and ... it's a curtain call.
The dream to end all dreams.
One last great dream as my mind empties the fuckin' missile silos and then ... I stop.
My brain activity ceases and there is nothing left of me.
No pain.
No memory, no awereness that I ever was,
Everything is as it was ... before me.
And the electricity disperses from my brain till it's just dead tissue.
Meat.
Oblivion.
And I'm broken apart, and all the littlest pieces of me are just recycled, and I'm billions of other places.
And my atoms are in plants and bugs and animals, and I am like the starts that are in the sky.