I said...and she knew it too...
But we both know, i can't give her what her want, and she can't either...
She just...uhm...doesn't wanna live any longer... She has nothing to keep her in this fucking live...she feels so tired, exhausted, miserable,... And, yes, she doesn't love me...
I love her... I wanna take care of her, be with her, let her life be easier even just a bit... But what for? She doesn't need these things... She can't give me love too, obviously...
But now...i'm still there with her, as a float for her to distract herself from negative things around...
We both know that means nothing...but who cares?
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