Haha, I see you've resorted to a combination ad hominem remarks and further purposefully misconstruing my words.
Is this a problem of yours? You are senkkt? Funny how I never bat an eye at you and you hold grudge against me? With that attitude you will never get a friend kid
Thanks. I hope so too. Keep me in the loop. I'm curious about how things will turn out.Sorry to hear that, I hope things will get better for you soon. Knowledge is boundless, so there's just no way to get to the bottom of it all. I just gotta take it easy, since I have a lot more time now. A more proactive and systematic approach is what I need. Anyway, because the course will end on the last day of this month, I will only have to endure my students' listlessness for another 2 weeks. And I'm gonna see how events will transpire. Right now, the whole thing is in shambles. I still have a great deal of reservation about the 'guaranteed result' policy but who knows, there're quite a lot of hidden variables at play. It could also be that the rumour is nothing more than an embellished story.
Well, just yesterday, some class took the test and the students were woken up very early in the morning because the center somehow got the purported 'keys' for the listening, reading and writing tests. Surprisingly enough, these keys were legit, except for the listening section because the actual test was different. Anyhow, it didn't take me by surprise since leaked tests aren't anything new. This turn of events just went on to show that even an international test known for its difficulty and sets of stringent rules isn't exempt from malpractice and cheating. Guess that's why the registration fee for the course is so exorbitant (it's roughly six times that of the test itself and for those who want to enjoy the additional features of the 'special package', it's even more outrageous, at about 3160 USD). But then again, this is merely equivalent exchange. If you don't want to invest your time and effort into seriously studying for the test, you gotta pay. Just another instance of supply and demand in the end.
Holy shit, such amounts of money are insane. It's unfair to other students in the race for good colleges. But life is sadly always unfair.
Hi, are you feeling better?
Nope. Maybe I'm alone too long and I need someone to talk all my thoughts, anonymouslyHi, are you feeling better?
Understand. I hope you can find someone to talk to soon. Or, if you don't mind, share it here.
In short; I lost my belief in myself. Furthermore, I think I screwed up one of my biggest opportunities ever.
Ask yourself what makes you lose confidence. If it’s self-doubt, face it and keep going with what you need to do, even if it feels scary.
I’m really sorry this happened to you. It’s such a bummer to miss out just because someone else messed up. But you should be proud of all the hard work you've done to get the offer. Though it’s disappointing, it’s all part of life. This setback could be a chance for an even better opportunity down the line. Take a break and keep your eyes open for new chances. I’m positive you will get one soon.
I know you might feel a sense of urgency, thinking you haven’t achieved anything or that you’re falling behind and need to move faster. At the same time, you feel overwhelmed, fearing that you may never obtained your goals. But remember, you’ve been working hard for the past six years. Your body and mind need to recharge to feel refreshed and energized before continuing the journey. You have plenty of time, and I’m confident that your hard work will pay off eventually. Just be patient, take care of yourself, and wait for the right moment.
The verdict is not out yet - I haven't received ANY emails from the legal department or human resources of the new employee, but I can't bring any amount of hope to boost myself. I...never went through that type of emotion before.
How's everything going for you? I hope you're feeling better and things have changed for the better.
30 years old, you still have 30 years more to try. I agree that you might feel disappointed comparing yourself with your peers and you did not live up to your potential. But life is suck, if you are a man, suck it up and figure something else, if you are a girl well find a husband then.
